Now more than ever...

Today I got home from the hospital, from having had a heart attack Thursday morning. 5 stents to the LAD, completely blocked. I had one in 2004 (pretty significant)and one in 2006 (luckily a smaller one). Once I made it through 2008, I thought, "Ok, this is not a pattern..I'm going to be fine". Truth is, this was the biggest, most deadly one yet, and I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't shaken me to my core. My initial thought was, "Take down the damn website, and Facebook group", its impossible to "Create Your Health", this is a fraudulent claim! As I further observed my thoughts and feelings today, I realized that "Now more than ever" I have to use what I have already learned and applied in my life about Health and Wellness. If I hadn't been in such good health, this would have been deadly. I'm really tired, but sat out in the sunshine today, read, and listened to music. I don't know why this happened. I'm not sure that I'm in a place to really convey any lessons learned, express any big claims of wisdom (maybe I never will be). What I do know right now is that gratitude, love, and moment to moment experiencing without judgment have been what's helped, and the support I've received has been powerfully moving, and has nourished my heart. Thank you.
